🦎 Ozan

Fake enthusiasm & having fun in Job Search

After being fired almost 1 month ago, I took time off to enjoy life and think about my next steps.

Of course, I spent the whole four weeks horribly stressed about what my future will hold, my bad 🥲.

But now I've started to apply for jobs again in a market that has:

All the former, with the addition that I won't be looking for a Software Developer/Engineer position, but I will pivot to Product Owner roles to orient my career toward Product Management/CPTO.

What can go wrong right?

Provided that I find a product-related job where I've had not that much experience compared to a technical one before, my compensation will be far lower than that of a Senior Software Developer. I prefer however to see the opportunity cost as the price of the education I will be receiving when I land a Product Owner job (I have to believe it!).

Still, with all that in mind, I've noticed a shift in my mindset when looking for a job. I no longer have the unwavering enthusiasm I had many years ago both when sending cover letters and having video interviews. I know much more now and I am a much better professional now, but somehow I am getting fewer job offers and I get rejected more often than before for roles that match my skills & experience.

There are myriad reasons why I might be rejected besides my enthusiasm toward the job offer, but I cannot shake the feeling that being more grounded and realistic about the real state of the tech industry today is playing against me. I just can't be enthusiastic about your ERP module that incorporates Machine Learning & NLP to streamline document processing and extract intelligence to be consumed in a structured way.

Additionally, since I've noticed the template and cookie-cutter nature of job offers and ra-ra writing about how this-and-that project is going to change the world is becoming prevalent, I no longer have the feeling that taking my cover letters that seriously is going to give me an edge against the other 200+ applicants. I am therefore going to at least have some fun writing the cover letters at the risk of them falling through the cracks, at least for a while, to see if it changes anything. Sentences like "I find the idea crazy as hell, I love it" will find their way into them.

I say this because, at a certain seniority level, I get the impression that real job opportunities come through the professional network you've managed to grow during your career. I could tap into it at some point and will do it eventually, but I want to see if I am able to land a job by myself before, fighting for it like hell 🌋.

Lastly, here is a rapid-fire bunch of thoughts about what I observe while looking for a job on boards, sites, tech news, etc...